2001-09-24|8:22 p.m.
"She's A Jar"
She's a jar
With a heavy lid
My pop quiz kid
A sleepy kisser
A pretty war
With feelings hid
She begs me not to miss her
She says forever
To light a fuse
We could use
A hand full of wheel
And a day off
And a bruised road
However you might feel
Tonight is real
When I forget how to talk, I sing
Wont you please
Bring that flash to shine
And turn my eyes red
Unless they close
When you click
And my face gets sick
Stuck
Like a question unposed
Just climb aboard
The tracks of a trains arm
In my fragile family tree
And watch me floating inches above
The people under me
Please beware the quiet front yard
I warned you
Before there were water skies
I warned you not to drive
Dry your eyes, you poor devil
Are there really ones like these?
The ones I dream
Float like leaves
And freeze to spread skeleton wings
I passed through before I knew you
I believe it's just because
Daddy's payday is not enough
Oh, I believe it's all because
Daddy's payday is not enough
Just climb aboard
The tracks of a trains arm
In my fragile family tree
And watch me floating inches above
The people under me
She's a jar
With a heavy lid
My pop quiz kid
A sleepy kisser
A pretty war
With feelings hid
You know she begs me not to hit her
That is the song that I got my member name from. Wilco is just amazing to me. If you are interested their newest album can be streamed through their official site.
I miss my best friend terribly. He just moved last night, and today it is really sinking in. I won�t be able to pick him up and pester him when I want. No, you guys have no idea, I am nothing without this boy close by.
I have been so tired lately. I think I still have low iron. Not eating meat has cleared up my skin almost completely though. And I always take all my (ten) vitamins. But even with that, I am so tired. Maybe it isn�t diet; maybe it is something else.
Today I skipped school and I shouldn�t have. I slept instead.
It is amazing how after dating a person for four years, how unattractive you begin to feel. I just wish for once someone would hit on me.
Ok. I am ending this short. I just don�t feel like writing.
Word of the day: miasma- a vaporous exhalation formerly believed to cause disease; also a heavy vaporous emanation or atmosphere/ an influence or atmosphere that tends to deplete or corrupt; also an atmosphere that obscures like fog
Love, M